PHILOSOPHY - Plato

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My name is don h. Recently feb09  I was sent to the VA with 2 torn retinas(eyeballs).I was hours from blindness. At the same time, my home was  being foreclosed on after 14yrs. I also was being sued in court in city-county building as my business of 2 generations was on trial over $3000.00.While in court I was assaulted by a lawyer, in the hallway, as she struck me in both open eyes, with a folder.,my mind froze. The judge, upon reporting this to her as A assault, told me to take it up later with law enforcement. I file a police report.nothing was done. I had a massive shift in concentrations. I soon found myself pin pointedly focused on my unusual childhood. Things I had to do, to survive. I decided to write a book. Behind the men's room door. I have been collect and looking at my childhood, I think someone needs to know about it. I have told no one any of this. Maybe I need a lawyer>\?I am the 7th child of a 19-year old girl. I am a Mirror/Identical twin. Born wit T to T to T syndrome.This will come out in my book, some day. I was assaulted as an infant by my cousin, at 10 months(he is dead). Told mother weeks before she died.I was forced to give oral to completion  to a man at 4, behind my new house. There was a police report. I had life trauma from it. I asked for a copy last year at city county building, I was told no way. You see I went to 21-grade schools and lived at 100 locations before I was 12. I was molested by another cousin(registered child molester Ronnie Harris) over several months, I am only going to hit the hi-lights. I was molested at 6 by a Catholic priest in Indpls, In. Thier in the basement of the church where I was invited to go bowling. I was assaulted in Happy hollow camp 2 years by 2 brothers Sonny and Stoney, head counselor, and counselor. I was almost drawn by a counselor, when asked to go and get the pool ready at lake, he jumped on top of me(in deep water) and put his feet

onto my shoulders, holding me down under. I only escaped by grabbing his balls. I am a excellent swimmer and I swam away. At 12, I was assaulted and paid off by a paper captain, when I became a paper delivery boy,2 times at the paper house on prospect street.This single incident would propel me into preteen prostitution, when the offer came my way at the Ohio theater, in downtown indy, 1966. My most challenging assault happened at 15. There was a full police report and investigation, that was suddenly stopped when #The-Rapist, met me at my bus stop,  threatened my twin brothers death and others. I ran to Hollywood ca. June, Hollywood Blvd. Can you help, should I be concerned about releasing of my history. Should I file charges, or sue anybody, or just write away /...My clients as a child prostitute are all over the range including locale politicians.I can  no longer think through my job as a remodeling contract, I have no savings, and  I am a disabled vet.My book is my final hope, I think. Don Hwww.facebook.com/behindthemensroomdoor

The " I " of it All.

When Life Began; There was no beginning, Only life Becoming. Time starts after that. It is " I ".

5 weeks in "69" The summer of love

I had gotten my drivers license at 15 and a half because of drivers ed. A school teacher friend at Tech I meet at the Ohio theater let me use his new Mustang to get my test taken in. A stick shift. I Worked at the Hilton downtown with a sew chief  friend that i meet at the Ohio theater. He got me the job there where i worked in the beef barren -up top . Washing dishes-and going for food down at the main kitchen. So with all this money, I bought my first car a 1963 Corvair.  HERE IS WHAT HAPPENED IN THE "5 WEEKS IN 69". I stepped off the bus at prospect and state street walked across the street  them was confronted by   The special forces marine black that had kidnapped bound me chocked me and raped me was 2 feet in front of me. I would later find out from the policeman that was handling my rape investigation -that in fact, he had a right to know who was charging him. This is how i found out who he was. He looked me in the eyes and said that he would KILL my Twin  my dad and the rest of my family if i continued with this prosecution of him. I told him i would completely drop everything. Told my "Mirror Twin" what happened .So we planned our escape.  The chief from the Hilton said he was going to go to San Diego and would ride and keep us safe there. So a set of "Mirror Twins" a cook headed out with me driving my Corvair. We made it to Tulsa ,broke down. Left the car and got the greyhound for Oklahoma city. Where the cook with stolen id. from the hotel said he was a priest, and paid with the priest, Id. And credit card,.Hitch hiked part way and was picked up by a nun in a pickup truck loaded with bibles which we road on top of. I would pass out and do more damage to my front teeth. Hustled in Phoenix Ariz. for the final bus ticket to Hollywood California. After watching a lady breastfeeding on the bus, we Came over the Hill to the Lights of LA. So Unbelievable. We got off the greyhound at the Hollywood terminal, leaving our luggage in the hands of Gerald Dueglaer, the cook turned out to have a hidden I d. saying, in fact, he was a mental case from a mental hospital in Canada..He said he would wash them and give them to use when we re-meet up on the following days at 2 pm at the bus station.     On June 10/or so 1969 The Summer of Love.,it was Friday evening about 7 pm. I, with my twin, discovered we had run away from home at 15 -with an escapist mental person who stole all our clothes leaving me and my twin with 57 cents each in our pocket at the Greyhound Bus station in Hollywood Ca.900023.   As I walked on Cheerie street, I watched the LAPD Tackle and arrest a young man-when I here a man in a van say to me Get in. It was Nick . I was saved within 2 hours. I went with him to my first trip to Denney"s and grilled ham and cheese. Nick V. lived in Hollywood hills  up above the Magic Castle. I had Hollywood hills as my view and live one block away from where Ricky Nelson Lived. Nick worked for a Currier at night for millionaire like Getty for one.                             I would start to work the streets of Hollywood like a master from 11 AM till 1 AM. Mostly 20.00 ago. Hollywood was great. I meet my first celebrity at a gay bar one afternoon. The son or something of the Bic Pen family. It would take several days for Lon my Mirror Twin to show up at the " Hollywood Bus station. Everyday for 5 days i went looking for Him. I spotted him walking down Hollywood Boulevard  Heading to the greyhound. I could not Believe my Eyes. He was strutting like a peacock. Decked out with the finest of Western Wear from the world famous western wear store to the stars out in Burbank on Lankershim Boulevard. 10-gallon hat, boots, the complete

Outfit.Like a western Musical star.  Lon Had meet Joe/me Nick. Joe (a convicted murder) worked as a Head Butler for very wealthy people. He specialized in Taking over a house for a few days for a special party for someone. Handle everything. One customer lived next store to Bert Bacharach and Angie Dickerson, across the street from the Playboy Mansion.   I did this for a total of 5 weeks before going back to Indy for high school in late August 1969. I almost ran over by the Actor that played Cookie in a TV show called Sunset Strip. Had piazza with Sergeant Carter of Gomer Pile Meet hundreds of god  squanders. Meet Charlie Manson 2 times . Turned out he was a musician as we both were and was from Indiana he said. Lived in my neighborhood . Once introduced to me by my twin whom he thought had lots of girls (he did). He tried to get us to come out to the Party ranch out in the valley over Hollywood hills..Rule # 1 -always make sure you know how to  get back home. He could not get me a ride back, so I did not go.2 time we meet it was at Pandora's Box on Sunset Strip. I wanted to see the hippies, and that where they were, so was he. ( within 30 days they would hack up Sharron Tate and others.) Meet a direct that lived in Pasadena. A middle eastern man of wealth. Started up the Blacklight business and had 10s of thousands of posters in his 2 mansions. Was the set designer for Ben Hur or 10 commandments. I think won academy award. Smoked weed everyday.  Before i left Hollywood  in the summer of 69 i would meet Rock Hudson 2 times. I was picked up by a bodywww.behindthemensroomdoor.com

Builder in a Corvette on Hollywood Blvd one afternoon and taken for a ride into Hollywood hills. I was hired to work at this male prostitution provider. Nice house 6 or 8 other guys.All naked at the pool area. After a few hours, I asked to be dropped off at the strip. He did.I was him off and on for the 5 weeks scouting for guys. I was only 15 and hired to work as a teen hustler. I liked working my own way. Joe had to help me out with a man that had tried to force handcuffs on me in an apartment just off Hollywood Boulevard. Had to escape onto a roof in my underwear in broad daylight. 2ND time I saved my life by climbing onto a roof. The gold cup restaurant was the main hangout for John. I told Joe what happened-Lon had already gone back to Indy by now. He had a friend bodybuilder that was also a protector. Joe paid him to watch me. I took him down to the location of the attempted Handcuffing to confront the guy. He already had moved out. This guy was gay an tried to talk me into making porn films gay. I was not gay and only work as a hustler for money and not interested in gay films. One Saturday in The summer of 69. I was on my corner Gower and Hollywood when Rock Hudson pull up to me and asks if I would like a ride. I recognized the Man and the voice right away. I never tricked with young men. I new he expected a free bj, and he was young so i Said no thanks to Rock Hudson. He was in an older Mercedes Benz .  Up the street come this body builder I promised him i would tell him if i would be in this porn with him. Then something unusual happened. Rock Hudson had circled the block and came back for a second hit on me and pulled to the curb . At the same time, this guy is asking me loudly if i will be in the porn from Hollywood blvd as Rock Hudson is asking me out on a Date from the side street around the corner. I suddenly hear a trumpet sound an a voice say you may grow up to be president some day. I told him no Looked to Rock as This guy yells out Hey your Rock Hudson as i am making eye contact with him. He gets back into his car and drives away. I left Hollywood after 5 weeks meeting movie stars Directors holly Krishna God squanders and etc., I had 2200 saved . I had been to Disneyland.

This universe is of female design,the fact is the male still tries toover come his lack of control over there innate creative actionableideas, that flow forward threw time.The the finale cut is the blackhole at the center of everything.That creates a new universe out sideof self.

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This universe is of female design, the fact is the male still tries to over come his lack of control over there innate creative actionable ideas, that flow forward threw time.The the finale cut is the black hole at the center of everything.That creates a new universe out side of self.

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